就快要回到自己的國家生活了，心裡是既期待又興奮！
可是心裡也有種莫名的緊張和不安...害怕自己沒辦法適應這裡的生活。
畢竟也離開了八年的時間了。

我知道光擔心也沒用，路要自己去走，沒人可以幫我！
所以一定要努力，加油！替自己闖出一片天！
一定不能遇到一點小挫折就放棄！
如果是容易的路，人人都會走！
無論如何，一定得堅持下去！
加油！親愛的自己！😘

I really bcome a work's machine ald....
everyday work n work.....
bt how come no one can understand me?
Im a HUMAN too....pls.......
haiz.....

wats wrong wif me????

我今天是怎么了？
怎么突然心情变得那么糟。。。
第一次不想跟大姐和老大聊天。。。
可见我心情有多乱。。。
怎么会这样？？

我的身子越来越抗拒尼古丁~
每一次的接触，我的心都跳的好快好快~
快到我都负荷不来的~
也许是我太累了吧~
总是觉得喘不过气来~

唉~算了。。。。不想那么多。。。

总之，明天会更好！！！

tiring working day~

1st time working without laoda n dajie~ :(
i felt v sian.....
bcoz of yati n wallace then i bcome sardin.....
stuck between of them.....
hearing this n tat.....but wat can i do??
n seriously i dun like the attitude of yati.....
how come she can say that kind of thing???
wat stupid n idiot???? thats is not our fault wat!!!!
everyone oso dun wan this kind of thing happen......
i think she the one whose IDIOT!!!
duno anything then stil mind the position.....its no point for her to do tat!
really attitude problem sia~~~~@,@

hopefully laoda n dajie can solve the problem
if not i realy duno how to work with......
i just wanna enjoy my work....now n ever.......
thats the only thing i wan..........

That day we are NO.1!!!!

today is christmas eve~ its really busy on work
and we are the No.1 in city chain for christmas eve~
we HIT 19k~
Its realy a NICE one!!!!!
Laoda, I m the top seller today~ hahahaha
but too bad dajie on mc, she realy sick badly~ n i worry abt her~ :(
hope she will get well soon~
pray n bless for her~

and now, i have to work all the day when dajie on mc~
till now, i think i still can take it~ ;)
so, dajie u better rest well n get well soon ya~
i dun wanna to be my turn to MC~ :p

The day i dun wan to face n walk through~~~~:'(
how come its happen 2gether.....
how i can take all tis?
maybe the only way is let go all the thing n feel to make me feel better....
dun wanna care all of this
i know i can get better in time.....
its just need some time, maybe is fast n maybe is slow.....
nvm, i know i can.......
YES, MUST BE!!!!!

CHEERS UP LING~~~~~

My HAPPY day ^^,

I m really glad tat got a china customer bought a Cyma watch from me is just only bcoz of my good service. :D Let me feel so achievement!!!! hahahahaha

Today the sales is damn low in the evening,but aft 8.30pm the sales pick up lik rocket. And make 3 of us busy lik hell~~~ @,@
Laoda keep serving n serving, yati keep cut link n cut link n me keep billing n billing!!! =.=""
And today is my top personal sales since i join city chain, it is HIT 3k!!! HAHAHAHA
At the last 2 hours, our sales pick up 4K........and we knock off ard 11pm, the 3 of us f. tired. All of us take cab to go home separately~ and claim ah gong 2mr by LAODA approval.... thanks ya. ;)

2mr is our 1st time to have FULL MANPOWER on work, and we planning to having mac breakfast 2gether. =D
Hopefully have a good good day 2mr. ^^,

Our 1st dinner

today having dinner aft work wif Laoda, Dajie n Yati~ =)
its our 1st n funny dinner~ hahaha
Im glad to dine wif you all~ ;)

tonite im sleeping alone~
the feeling is bad~
i felt so lonely~ :(

And now oso is my dearest sis birthday~
wish you all the dreams will come through ya. ^^,

Happy birthday to you~~~~~~~~~~

49th days

今天是外公离开我们的第四十九天~
一早师傅就来念经祭拜~
我和阿姨都流泪了~
只因我们都很挂念他~
师傅一念经，就让我们想起之前的种种画面~
结果就鼻子酸、眼泪流的~

大姐知道我今天会不开心，所以约我去唱歌~
我和大姐去yishun safra party world唱歌~
一起吃午餐和晚餐~
真的很感谢大姐的用心良苦~
陪了我一整天，还要被我欺负被我嫌~:p
大姐，小妹知道真的辛苦你了~
谢咯,大姐~~~^^,

drink wif sy at downstair aft reaching hm frm work~
12+ online upload pic to fb,chat wif lao da n da jie~ n then teach lao da to register msn, so tat we 3 can chat 2gth. Hehe~
aft lao da done register, we 3 hv conference in msn. It is super funny 1 loh, CAN?? xD
At last 2 older canot tahan tat xiao gua (tats mine :p) they surrender n heading bed~ HAHAHAHAHAHAHA~!!!!
I m è winner between lao da n da jie~ ^^,

TODAY CM 1 NEW BOY, WE CAL HIM ZOMBIE.HAHA~ MY SHOP NOW GOT LAO DA, DA JIE,CLEANER, XIAO HUA, XIAO MEI N ZOMBIE. A BIG FAMILY. ^^,

The day @ CWP METRO

Attach at cwp metro, there r no any freedom....:(
Damn bored at work, but i can relax there....haha
not as np, everyday v busy for changing battery.
today is my only day that no change any battery on work. ^^,
But.......no ah gong money for my lunch.
the in-charge Vincent, talk many to me.
And i know many of city chain things again.....:p

Aft work going back to np, chit chat wif them n help them do cleaning n settlement.
I enjoy my work now, it is funnnnn............. =)
Not feeling tired, even i work so many day..... ;)
I m glad to hv this environment of work now. Hehe.......

my tear keep dropping n dropping? :'(

sian

Birdie putt aft work wif sk, jackie, krist, n jacky.
im really sian, but wat to do??
This is life~ the only way is adapt it.
and, i try hard coz no choice. :(

Sentosa, Orchard, Party World

Last nite sk come n bed with me, even i m tired, i oso dun feel want to sleep. :p
coz its a v hard chance tat she will come n stay my house loh~
2day, me, sk, boon siong, teck ming n boon yee meet at toa payoh having our brunch n then heading to Sentosa....is quite fun oso, but 1 thing is bad bcoz i m v tired today.
aft sentosa we continue our journey to town, nothing to do there. We just slack for awhile, ming suggest to go Party World.
Back home ard 11pm. I m super tiring...... @.@ I tot is bcoz i sleep so late ytd.
But aft i reaching home then i know the exact reason, bcoz of........PERIOD!!!! Damn loh~~~!!!

Dont know when we can have our next gathering, but I thing is not so fast ald. Coz i m too busy, all my off day having planned.....And now is peak season too.....people busy for holiday, but i busy for WORK! T.T

東海岸聚會~

今天約了君和岷在amk hub看2012。
我遲了，因爲阿姨難得來婆婆家住，我昨晚也沒陪到她
而我也很難得可以休星期天，所以就想在家陪她們一下下~
2012，一部挺不錯的電影~
看完就去東海岸滑輪~
過程中我受傷了~:(
可是我很喜歡這種跟朋友出去玩的感覺~
沒有壓力，沒有負擔~
真希望下次可以多多出來聚聚會~:)

最近我又恢復正常人生活了~
是有好有坏~
好就是不用到處溜達、天天熬夜~
坏就是很容易就感覺疲憊、很嬾~哈哈
就連博客都懶得寫了~:p


<15.11.09>
今天第一天和新同事一起工作，感覺還不錯~
希望不要再像以前那樣，真希望可以好好相處~

<14.11.09>
店裏的事情都解決了，希望以後真的可以好好工作~
對於Ryan我真的覺得很抱歉~

21天~

今天是公公離開我們第二十一天了~
阿姨她們很早就過來婆婆家準備祭拜~
而我就代表我媽媽，呵呵
祭拜公公時，很心酸~
以前吃飯都不叫他，現在卻要以這種方式叫他來吃飯~T.T

舅舅對婆婆的態度越來越差！
真的讓人覺得心疼~
都不知道他在想什麽！
有那麽好的一個媽媽還不懂得珍惜！
難道真的要像公公這樣他才甘心嗎？！

還好還有阿姨時常下來陪婆婆~
帶婆婆出門走走吃東西~
不然婆婆一定很難過~:(

希望媽媽可以快點出來~
呵呵，很期待~
也很期待星期天可以去東海岸~哈哈

自从外公离开后，我的情绪就变得很不稳定…再加上工作上的压力，只会让我越来越糟…我真的很想家…我在这真的过得很不开心…我不想身边的人成为受害者…我更不想让人讨厌…也许我已经做了这样的事了…每天都乱糟糟的，不知道自己在想什么，要什么…我真的不知道要怎样改善目前的情况…而且还有一个让我越来越觉得讨厌的人！显…！算了吧，她要怎样想就怎么想…我无所谓，她要抹黑我也没关系…我都不在乎…少她一个，也不见得我生活里会有什么不好…也许还是一件好事…哈哈只知道现在的我超害怕寂寞…真的很想你，姐姐…都不知道要等到什么时候才能见面…T.T明天就是公公离开我们的第二十一天了…想起他还是觉得很难过…T

我目前是多么需要人陪伴…
我目前是多么的感受压力…
谁能了………？？

原来我一直以来认为都是错的…
我到现在才知道，也未免太后知后觉了吧…
也许我真的需要把自己封闭起来……
也许这才是我最正确的做法……！

天真的我，做了个这么的预算…！
白痴的我，做了这么样的估计…！

damn boring n tired when working wif w. N i m working alone in the whole morning~ @.@
Keep chating wif jackie on spark n phone.....coz i really bored like hell!!!! :p

Back home early today, even i m off tomorrow....coz no place to go n no guys accompany too. :(
But having fun chat wif jie jie n julene in msn.... :)

And planing tomorrow nite going for K session wif dearest. wahahaha~
Long time never outing, so i m getting 'zi high'......hoping can have fun tomorrow nite ya~ ;)


That's all for today, coz i m tired~ =.=""